Thursday, March 11, 2010

When Will Things Get Better?

Ok, so it's been a week since my visit to the Neurologist. I go see him again tomorrow and I really hope that he has something new to tell me that will explain the headaches. I have been without pain medication for 7 days and currently, things are worse than ever. My head constantly feels like it's going to explode and my joints feel like they're on fire. I wake up 10 to 15 times a night in so much pain that I start crying. I'm really trying to stay positive through all of this, but as the days go by, it just keeps getting more and more difficult.
I was supposed to give a speech last night at Leaders Plus. I had everything ready... my script, my handouts, my manual. When I got there, I realized that I walked off without my manual and that my head was starting to pound. Not to mention, every time I stood up, I felt like I was going to fall right back down. The meeting was running late, so I decided to not speak so that we didn't have to cut the meeting short. Everything worked out okay, but now I'm behind on my speeches to complete my DTM. I've rescheduled last night's speech for March 24th and will complete my final speech on March 31st. I'm getting really excited to finally be able to be done!
Well, wish me luck tomorrow!

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